more 'loneliest' days...

i thought i've had the loneliest days before..i'm now even more lonely..i thought i will be so busy that i won't have the time to feel lonely, to miss home, to miss my family and friends who had gone home for good..but i'm wrong..i don't know how many times i cried..i just wish i'm stronger.this is just another crap entry..who cares..nobody read this anyway..