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I have forgotten how to be grateful..all I remembered is it sure feels good when you are grateful for something and even better, for almost anything. I'm sure many people have gone through a phase in which there is so much pain, inside. What I meant is emotional pain. Took a while to recover. There would be a denial, reflection and then acceptance phases. After all of these, recovered with a whole new spirit, new life, new attitude or point of view, new beginning and became wiser in life. Familiar? Well, I missed those. I missed how enlightened it can be and how close I felt I am to God. And the solace that God gave me. Now, I'm in a phase of life which me myself called a pathetic life. It has been a while since I last cried. Really cried. I am now a much care 'less' person. You know...the 'whatever' type..It is hard for me to reach my own feelings now. (Gosh, I wish I'm a good writer). I don't know what happened or maybe am just too lazy to reflect what happened. Guess I burned out along the way.