What's on my mind..

1. I couldn't go to sleep...
2. Babysitting can be a very difficult task..very emotionally challenging..very 'menguji kesabaran betul'..especially when the child is a very active child..who wouldn't go to sleep until late..and who wouldn't just take in any reasoning we gave them..but at the same time..when you got angry to that child, you will easily cool off..and you will just love them.
3. I came to realize that I am missing someone unconsciously..and missing inspirational thoughts..
4. I don't like it when people assume things and leave their responsibility to others..that's one thing..another is when they don't do as what they have said...
5. I feel empty..I want some connections with God, other people especially old friends but it is just hard to start making them. Facebook is not good enough for me in making connections or interactions..I want real ones.
6. My age is getting bigger in number that I really need to start thinking of having my own family..family meaning husband and children..my own responsibility..not being a burden to my father..
7. hmmm...
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